Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Lol I am feeling a bit woozy from the medicine now and a little confused
haha! I am now officially a programmer, not an
ogl as i speculated. Oh wells I have to admit definitely that I was a tad disappointed but I really hope to see this role as a challenge. No doubt, being a programmer would be very stressful with all the deadlines and
preparations needed. I hope to approach this with an open mind and really with excitement. Let me see this as a privilege and not a chore :)
I will definitely keep this in prayer. God you must help me!!!
Have a lot of things
piling on my mind. Not only recently but yeah it has accumulated all the way from the end of last year. I guess its really like doing New Year's cleaning out and throwing away all the old bad and the useless stuff. I really hate being bogged down by negative feelings and
thinking. Its really not the way I want to live, or spend my time. I want to make peace and be at peace with the world
lol! That may sound very childlike but it is something I wish to have. So that I would have time to concentrate on other stuff in my life, having the time to smell flowers as one would say.
As the bible says
"The old has gone the new has come." I pray that I might be a new creation! :)
One who is able to live her life to the fullest everyday, not being bogged down by anything from Mr S.A. TAN. I really need to have hope, patience and
perseverance!!!! Its gonna be a long journey ahead but I know that God is walking with me :)
I am doing
Footprints for Women inspired by the
poem "Footprints" by Margaret Fishback Powers as a
supplementary reading for my Quiet Time. It has really strengthened me and helped me to get through some rough patches in my life. Here's the poem! Hope it blesses you too :)
One night I dreamed a dream.
I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
One belonging to me and One to my Lord.
When the last scene of my life shot before me
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
There was only one set of footprints.
I realized that this was at the lowest And saddest times of my life.
This always bothered me
And I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.
"Lord, You told me when i decided to follow You,
You would walk and talk with me all the way.
But i'm aware that during the most troublesome
Times of my life there is only one set of footprints.
I just don't understand why, when I need You most, You leave me."
He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you,
never, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you say only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."
He is carrying us when we are too weak to continue on!
This piece of knowledge really comforts me :)
